{ "dataList": [ { "id": 0, "place": "The Pequod", "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "Queequeg?" }, { "id": 1, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "What are you doing?!" }, { "id": 2, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "Queequeg used to spend some nights..." }, { "id": 3, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "... in crushing loneliness. In unbearable pain." }, { "id": 4, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "Queequeg sat in the corner of a dark, dark room. She looked down at her arms." }, { "id": 5, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "Then, with a small dagger she uses for cutting harpoon ropes..." }, { "id": 6, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "She mercilessly tore into her arms. Like she was carving something into her flesh." }, { "id": 7, "model": "퀴케그과거", "content": "This is price." }, { "id": 8, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "I peered closer. Her body was covered with countless, strange tattoos. Over them were scars of old and gnashed wounds, cut as though to hide the tattoos drawn on her skin." }, { "id": 9, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "Did you... do that to yourself?" }, { "id": 10, "model": "퀴케그과거", "content": "I did." }, { "id": 11, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "But... why?" }, { "id": 12, "model": "퀴케그과거", "content": "Because of shame. Because the tattoos... I engraved them. Myself." }, { "id": 13, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "Queequeg... don't do this." }, { "id": 14, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "We'll go look for a place that could erase your tattoos. There's got to be one out there, at one of the nests. So... stop hurting yourself like this." }, { "id": 15, "model": "퀴케그과거", "content": "My tattoos, tattooed in a special way. So no normal way to erase." }, { "id": 16, "model": "퀴케그과거", "content": "And... even if there is..." }, { "id": 17, "model": "퀴케그과거", "content": "I won't erase like that." }, { "id": 18, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "... Why?" }, { "id": 19, "model": "퀴케그과거", "content": "No way to be free from... past." }, { "id": 20, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "On a Whaling ship, any discussion of the crew's pasts was an unspoken taboo." }, { "id": 21, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "Whalers were often running from their pasts," }, { "id": 22, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "Wanted to wash their pasts away in the Waves," }, { "id": 23, "model": "이스마엘", "content": "Or threw themselves against the Waves in their desperate need for money." }, { "id": 24, "model": "퀴케그과거", "content": "Ishmael. You already knew." }, { "id": 25, "model": "퀴케그과거", "content": "I come from the Middle." }, { "id": 26, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "... I had a hunch when I saw your tattoos." }, { "id": 27, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "The Middle... never forgets." }, { "id": 28, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "Everyone in the Backstreets knows the story. Though it may just be one of those tall tales, it's not a tale one can so casually laugh off." }, { "id": 29, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "Once, a child bumped into a stranger and spilled ice cream on his clothes." }, { "id": 30, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "The stranger, whose clothes were spoiled, comforted the crying child and sent him on his way home." }, { "id": 31, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "That stranger was an officer of the Middle. And the spoiled clothes happened to be his favorite set." }, { "id": 32, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "That day was the last day anyone, including the child, ever saw the child's family." }, { "id": 33, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "Maybe it's just dark humor. Maybe it's just one of those countless, baseless urban legends. But no one dares to treat this tale like it is." }, { "id": 34, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "Because the Middle really was like that." }, { "id": 35, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "But the Middle that I've heard of..." }, { "id": 36, "model": "퀴케그과거", "content": "……." }, { "id": 37, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "I know that the Middle accepts anyone into their fold... But... I also heard that once you're a part of the Middle... they'll never let you go..." }, { "id": 38, "model": "퀴케그과거", "content": "Yes. The Middle remembers. The Middle never forgets. Never." }, { "id": 39, "model": "퀴케그과거", "content": "So, can't leave. So they captured me." }, { "id": 40, "model": "퀴케그과거", "content": "They said to me... to really leave, erase everything of the Middle from me. If not, they catch me again." }, { "id": 41, "model": "퀴케그과거", "content": "My tattoo is the Middle's brand. So I cut up the brand. Have to." }, { "id": 42, "model": "퀴케그과거", "content": "My speech, also touched by the Middle. So I went to doctor... to cut up my tongue. To cut up my brain. To break myself." }, { "id": 43, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "......" }, { "id": 44, "model": "퀴케그과거", "content": "And I ran. Again." }, { "id": 45, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "Even after you lost your speech... even after you cut your whole body up to erase your tattoos... they're still coming after you...? That's too high a price..." }, { "id": 46, "model": "퀴케그과거", "content": "Not true." }, { "id": 47, "model": "퀴케그과거", "content": "Back then... I was..." }, { "id": 48, "model": "퀴케그과거", "content": "... a maggot." }, { "id": 49, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "Hey, you're being too hard on yourself, even if it's just a metaphor..." }, { "id": 50, "model": "퀴케그과거", "content": "Crawling in filth. Thinking filth was everything." }, { "id": 51, "model": "퀴케그과거", "content": "Thought filth was the world. Thought I knew the world." }, { "id": 52, "model": "퀴케그과거", "content": "They wanted to make me 'Big Sister'." }, { "id": 53, "model": "퀴케그과거", "content": "So I killed. And killed. And killed. Not because of orders. Killed with my own hands. Because I wanted to. Because I wanted respect as Big Sister." }, { "id": 54, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "... No." }, { "id": 55, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "We're all... still in our cocoons. Soon, we'll break out of our shells and be born again… okay?" }, { "id": 56, "model": "퀴케그과거", "content": "Born again..." }, { "id": 57, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "Yeah. Once this voyage is over..." }, { "id": 58, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "... let's go find it together." }, { "id": 59, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "A way to break out of our cocoons..." }, { "id": 60, "model": "퀴케그과거", "content": "How?" }, { "id": 61, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "I dunno. That's why I want to go find it with you, together." }, { "id": 62, "model": "퀴케그과거", "content": "This is first time." }, { "id": 63, "model": "퀴케그과거", "content": "First time I heard Ishmael... saying she don't know." }, { "id": 64, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "……." }, { "id": 65, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "That's how we started looking beyond this voyage." }, { "id": 66, "model": "스타벅과거", "content": "Kraken Port. That's gonna be the home of my very own seafood grill joint. I've eyed up a nice place during our last voyage, y'know." }, { "id": 67, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "Aren'tcha just copying that one popular place from Marlin Port?" }, { "id": 68, "model": "스타벅과거", "content": "I ain't!" }, { "id": 69, "model": "핍과거", "content": "Pip wants to be rich." }, { "id": 70, "model": "핍과거", "content": "Pip wants to be a landlord. Landlords make a ton of money, y'know." }, { "id": 71, "model": "스타벅과거", "content": "Heh. I've got my eyes on you, kid. You're gonna be my dishwasher. I've seen how you scrape the oil off the ship!" }, { "id": 72, "model": "핍과거", "content": "No, Starbuck. You'll rent Pip's building. And you better pay rent on time." }, { "id": 73, "model": "스타벅과거", "content": "... My first mate badge don't mean crap to you guys, don't it?" }, { "id": 74, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "Pfft." }, { "id": 75, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "People who wanted to bury their pasts. People living from one day to the next without dreams, without futures.\nPeople like me." }, { "id": 76, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "Between every close call, between every moment of triumph, amidst the brutal trials we endured in solidarity, we began to sketch the rough pictures of our futures." }, { "id": 77, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "I sketched something for myself, too." }, { "id": 78, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "In that sketch... I'm walking alongside Queequeg in some small port shrouded in mist and the smell of fish." }, { "id": 79, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "Maybe we're holding large textbooks in our hands." }, { "id": 80, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "Or... maybe we're carrying suspiciously well-maintained weapons." }, { "id": 81, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "Or maybe we're just heading somewhere with our hands full of tasty treats for the day." }, { "id": 82, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "And... we kept sketching." }, { "id": 83, "model": "이스마엘과거", "content": "How we will continue to live out the rest of our days. How we will persevere." }, { "id": 84, "place": "The Pallid Whale's Right Atrium", "content": "Here, Ishmael stared wordlessly into her shimmering reflection. Into the rippling and opaque river of acid surrounding the boat." }, { "id": 85, "content": "Just as she stared into the Lake back aboard Mephistopheles." }, { "id": 86, "content": "Her expression was so solemn and withdrawn... that I couldn't bring myself to even approach her." }, { "id": 87, "content": "In the opaque waters, Ishmael saw..." }, { "id": 88, "content": "Herself." }, { "id": 89, "content": "Her future that now rested forever out of reach, at the cold abyss of the Lake." }, { "id": 90, "content": "Her friends who could never return." }, { "id": 91, "content": "How would it feel to know that your dreams will never come true?" }, { "id": 92, "content": "I was too absorbed in this hazy, ruminating thought to realize that I'd approached Ishmael and struck up a conversation." }, { "id": 93, "model": "단테", "content": "" }, { "id": 94, "content": "She turns around." }, { "id": 95, "model": "단테", "content": "<…….>" }, { "id": 96, "model": "단테", "content": "" }, { "id": 97, "model": "단테", "content": "" }, { "id": 98, "content": "It won't matter whatever future I bring up with Ishmael now. None of it would reach her." }, { "id": 99, "content": "So... the most I could offer her now was a hopeful, immediate tomorrow." }, { "id": 100, "content": "Something a little closer than the future that Ishmael is trying so hard to take back." }, { "id": 101, "model": "이스마엘", "content": "Go... back?" }, { "id": 102, "model": "이스마엘", "content": "What will you do, manager..." }, { "id": 103, "model": "이스마엘", "content": "... if I told you that I don't want to go back?" }, { "id": 104, "model": "단테", "content": "<... What do you mean?>" }, { "id": 105, "model": "이스마엘", "content": "Once we destroy the heart, and once I squeeze the life out of Ahab with my own two hands..." }, { "id": 106, "model": "퀴케그", "content": "……." }, { "id": 107, "model": "이스마엘", "content": "... What... would I... go back to? Why would I... go on?" }, { "id": 108, "model": "오티스", "content": "Is that an official resignation request?" }, { "id": 109, "model": "이스마엘", "content": "... No. Forget it." }, { "id": 110, "model": "단테", "content": "<…….>" }, { "id": 111, "content": "If Ishmael finally gets what she wants..." }, { "id": 112, "content": "What's 'next'? Would there even be anything left?" }, { "id": 113, "content": "Should I... is it right for me to even ask her to continue onto the 'next'?" } ] }