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"dataList": [
{
"id": 0,
"place": "The Pequod",
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "Queequeg?"
},
{
"id": 1,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "What are you doing?!"
},
{
"id": 2,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "Queequeg used to spend some nights..."
},
{
"id": 3,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "... in crushing loneliness. In unbearable pain."
},
{
"id": 4,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "Queequeg sat in the corner of a dark, dark room. She looked down at her arms."
},
{
"id": 5,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "Then, with a small dagger she uses for cutting harpoon ropes..."
},
{
"id": 6,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "She mercilessly tore into her arms. Like she was carving something into her flesh."
},
{
"id": 7,
"model": "퀴케그과거",
"content": "This is price."
},
{
"id": 8,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "I peered closer. Her body was covered with countless, strange tattoos. Over them were scars of old and gnashed wounds, cut as though to hide the tattoos drawn on her skin."
},
{
"id": 9,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "Did you... do that to yourself?"
},
{
"id": 10,
"model": "퀴케그과거",
"content": "I did."
},
{
"id": 11,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "But... why?"
},
{
"id": 12,
"model": "퀴케그과거",
"content": "Because of shame. Because the tattoos... I engraved them. Myself."
},
{
"id": 13,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "Queequeg... don't do this."
},
{
"id": 14,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "We'll go look for a place that could erase your tattoos. There's got to be one out there, at one of the nests. So... stop hurting yourself like this."
},
{
"id": 15,
"model": "퀴케그과거",
"content": "My tattoos, tattooed in a special way. So no normal way to erase."
},
{
"id": 16,
"model": "퀴케그과거",
"content": "And... even if there is..."
},
{
"id": 17,
"model": "퀴케그과거",
"content": "I won't erase like that."
},
{
"id": 18,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "... Why?"
},
{
"id": 19,
"model": "퀴케그과거",
"content": "No way to be free from... past."
},
{
"id": 20,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "On a Whaling ship, any discussion of the crew's pasts was an unspoken taboo."
},
{
"id": 21,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "Whalers were often running from their pasts,"
},
{
"id": 22,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "Wanted to wash their pasts away in the Waves,"
},
{
"id": 23,
"model": "이스마엘",
"content": "Or threw themselves against the Waves in their desperate need for money."
},
{
"id": 24,
"model": "퀴케그과거",
"content": "Ishmael. You already knew."
},
{
"id": 25,
"model": "퀴케그과거",
"content": "I come from the Middle."
},
{
"id": 26,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "... I had a hunch when I saw your tattoos."
},
{
"id": 27,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "The Middle... never forgets."
},
{
"id": 28,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "Everyone in the Backstreets knows the story. Though it may just be one of those tall tales, it's not a tale one can so casually laugh off."
},
{
"id": 29,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "Once, a child bumped into a stranger and spilled ice cream on his clothes."
},
{
"id": 30,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "The stranger, whose clothes were spoiled, comforted the crying child and sent him on his way home."
},
{
"id": 31,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "That stranger was an officer of the Middle. And the spoiled clothes happened to be his favorite set."
},
{
"id": 32,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "That day was the last day anyone, including the child, ever saw the child's family."
},
{
"id": 33,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "Maybe it's just dark humor. Maybe it's just one of those countless, baseless urban legends. But no one dares to treat this tale like it is."
},
{
"id": 34,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "Because the Middle really was like that."
},
{
"id": 35,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "But the Middle that I've heard of..."
},
{
"id": 36,
"model": "퀴케그과거",
"content": "……."
},
{
"id": 37,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "I know that the Middle accepts anyone into their fold... But... I also heard that once you're a part of the Middle... they'll never let you go..."
},
{
"id": 38,
"model": "퀴케그과거",
"content": "Yes. The Middle remembers. The Middle never forgets. Never."
},
{
"id": 39,
"model": "퀴케그과거",
"content": "So, can't leave. So they captured me."
},
{
"id": 40,
"model": "퀴케그과거",
"content": "They said to me... to really leave, erase everything of the Middle from me. If not, they catch me again."
},
{
"id": 41,
"model": "퀴케그과거",
"content": "My tattoo is the Middle's brand. So I cut up the brand. Have to."
},
{
"id": 42,
"model": "퀴케그과거",
"content": "My speech, also touched by the Middle. So I went to doctor... to cut up my tongue. To cut up my brain. To break myself."
},
{
"id": 43,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "......"
},
{
"id": 44,
"model": "퀴케그과거",
"content": "And I ran. Again."
},
{
"id": 45,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "Even after you lost your speech... even after you cut your whole body up to erase your tattoos... they're still coming after you...? That's too high a price..."
},
{
"id": 46,
"model": "퀴케그과거",
"content": "Not true."
},
{
"id": 47,
"model": "퀴케그과거",
"content": "Back then... I was..."
},
{
"id": 48,
"model": "퀴케그과거",
"content": "... a maggot."
},
{
"id": 49,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "Hey, you're being too hard on yourself, even if it's just a metaphor..."
},
{
"id": 50,
"model": "퀴케그과거",
"content": "Crawling in filth. Thinking filth was everything."
},
{
"id": 51,
"model": "퀴케그과거",
"content": "Thought filth was the world. Thought I knew the world."
},
{
"id": 52,
"model": "퀴케그과거",
"content": "They wanted to make me 'Big Sister'."
},
{
"id": 53,
"model": "퀴케그과거",
"content": "So I killed. And killed. And killed. Not because of orders. Killed with my own hands. Because I wanted to. Because I wanted respect as Big Sister."
},
{
"id": 54,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "... No."
},
{
"id": 55,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "We're all... still in our cocoons. Soon, we'll break out of our shells and be born again… okay?"
},
{
"id": 56,
"model": "퀴케그과거",
"content": "Born again..."
},
{
"id": 57,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "Yeah. Once this voyage is over..."
},
{
"id": 58,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "... let's go find it together."
},
{
"id": 59,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "A way to break out of our cocoons..."
},
{
"id": 60,
"model": "퀴케그과거",
"content": "How?"
},
{
"id": 61,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "I dunno. That's why I want to go find it with you, together."
},
{
"id": 62,
"model": "퀴케그과거",
"content": "This is first time."
},
{
"id": 63,
"model": "퀴케그과거",
"content": "First time I heard Ishmael... saying she don't know."
},
{
"id": 64,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "……."
},
{
"id": 65,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "That's how we started looking beyond this voyage."
},
{
"id": 66,
"model": "스타벅과거",
"content": "Kraken Port. That's gonna be the home of my very own seafood grill joint. I've eyed up a nice place during our last voyage, y'know."
},
{
"id": 67,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "Aren'tcha just copying that one popular place from Marlin Port?"
},
{
"id": 68,
"model": "스타벅과거",
"content": "I ain't!"
},
{
"id": 69,
"model": "핍과거",
"content": "Pip wants to be rich."
},
{
"id": 70,
"model": "핍과거",
"content": "Pip wants to be a landlord. Landlords make a ton of money, y'know."
},
{
"id": 71,
"model": "스타벅과거",
"content": "Heh. I've got my eyes on you, kid. You're gonna be my dishwasher. I've seen how you scrape the oil off the ship!"
},
{
"id": 72,
"model": "핍과거",
"content": "No, Starbuck. You'll rent Pip's building. And you better pay rent on time."
},
{
"id": 73,
"model": "스타벅과거",
"content": "... My first mate badge don't mean crap to you guys, don't it?"
},
{
"id": 74,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "Pfft."
},
{
"id": 75,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "People who wanted to bury their pasts. People living from one day to the next without dreams, without futures.\nPeople like me."
},
{
"id": 76,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "Between every close call, between every moment of triumph, amidst the brutal trials we endured in solidarity, we began to sketch the rough pictures of our futures."
},
{
"id": 77,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "I sketched something for myself, too."
},
{
"id": 78,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "In that sketch... I'm walking alongside Queequeg in some small port shrouded in mist and the smell of fish."
},
{
"id": 79,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "Maybe we're holding large textbooks in our hands."
},
{
"id": 80,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "Or... maybe we're carrying suspiciously well-maintained weapons."
},
{
"id": 81,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "Or maybe we're just heading somewhere with our hands full of tasty treats for the day."
},
{
"id": 82,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "And... we kept sketching."
},
{
"id": 83,
"model": "이스마엘과거",
"content": "How we will continue to live out the rest of our days. How we will persevere."
},
{
"id": 84,
"place": "The Pallid Whale's Right Atrium",
"content": "Here, Ishmael stared wordlessly into her shimmering reflection. Into the rippling and opaque river of acid surrounding the boat."
},
{
"id": 85,
"content": "Just as she stared into the Lake back aboard Mephistopheles."
},
{
"id": 86,
"content": "Her expression was so solemn and withdrawn... that I couldn't bring myself to even approach her."
},
{
"id": 87,
"content": "In the opaque waters, Ishmael saw..."
},
{
"id": 88,
"content": "Herself."
},
{
"id": 89,
"content": "Her future that now rested forever out of reach, at the cold abyss of the Lake."
},
{
"id": 90,
"content": "Her friends who could never return."
},
{
"id": 91,
"content": "How would it feel to know that your dreams will never come true?"
},
{
"id": 92,
"content": "I was too absorbed in this hazy, ruminating thought to realize that I'd approached Ishmael and struck up a conversation."
},
{
"id": 93,
"model": "단테",
"content": "<Ishmael, once this whole ordeal is over and we go back to Mephistopheles...>"
},
{
"id": 94,
"content": "She turns around."
},
{
"id": 95,
"model": "단테",
"content": "<…….>"
},
{
"id": 96,
"model": "단테",
"content": "<How about we all go get ice cream together?>"
},
{
"id": 97,
"model": "단테",
"content": "<You know, the one Don Quixote wanted.>"
},
{
"id": 98,
"content": "It won't matter whatever future I bring up with Ishmael now. None of it would reach her."
},
{
"id": 99,
"content": "So... the most I could offer her now was a hopeful, immediate tomorrow."
},
{
"id": 100,
"content": "Something a little closer than the future that Ishmael is trying so hard to take back."
},
{
"id": 101,
"model": "이스마엘",
"content": "Go... back?"
},
{
"id": 102,
"model": "이스마엘",
"content": "What will you do, manager..."
},
{
"id": 103,
"model": "이스마엘",
"content": "... if I told you that I don't want to go back?"
},
{
"id": 104,
"model": "단테",
"content": "<... What do you mean?>"
},
{
"id": 105,
"model": "이스마엘",
"content": "Once we destroy the heart, and once I squeeze the life out of Ahab with my own two hands..."
},
{
"id": 106,
"model": "퀴케그",
"content": "……."
},
{
"id": 107,
"model": "이스마엘",
"content": "... What... would I... go back to? Why would I... go on?"
},
{
"id": 108,
"model": "오티스",
"content": "Is that an official resignation request?"
},
{
"id": 109,
"model": "이스마엘",
"content": "... No. Forget it."
},
{
"id": 110,
"model": "단테",
"content": "<…….>"
},
{
"id": 111,
"content": "If Ishmael finally gets what she wants..."
},
{
"id": 112,
"content": "What's 'next'? Would there even be anything left?"
},
{
"id": 113,
"content": "Should I... is it right for me to even ask her to continue onto the 'next'?"
}
]
}